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(Anonymous) 2010-07-08 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)My parents have high expectations of me and I'm so tired.
I'm glad I have friends. I wonder if it's necessary to have ONE best friend, like the special person you go to when things go awry. I don't have anyone like that. I have a bunch of friends, but not ONE special friend. I don't know.
My grades are average. I used to be more than this, but I feel like I've been... enjoying other things more that I suppose I'm starting to neglect school.
I don't really feel. I wonder why. When someone insults me, I don't feel like punching them. I just feel all "eh, whatever, it's their business what they think of me". I laugh, but I mostly laugh because everybody else laughs. It's a bit confusing. It doesn't bother me all that much, but should it bother me that nothing really bothers me?
Long comment. Sorry.
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(Anonymous) 2010-07-09 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)I can absolutely empathize with the parents thing. I'm kinda banging my head about this as well. And I'm also sorta neglecting school but I think it's worth it if I judge that I'm having enough fun in the neglect time.
And I don't think it's necessary to have one best friend. I have a lot of different friends I go to (well, 3-4) depending on what subject it is. Just having one best friend is no fun and there's no ONE special friend that I go to all the time.
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My parents have high expectations of me, too, but occasionally they surprise me. I suppose it's just the parents thing, wanting their children to be really good. If it bothers you a lot, maybe you should try talking to them about it. They might surprise you!
About the friends thing. I suppose I have a lot of close friends rather than just one friend. I don't think it's a MUST to have just ONE best friend, because, well, whatever floats your boat, really. If you're comfortable the way you are, then you don't have to change. It's not wrong.
Grades aren't everything. They don't determine what kind of person you are or how successful you will be, trust me.
Umm... if someone insults you and you don't feel angry about it, I think it's actually better, because there are other things more worth your time thinking about. If the insults get really bad and you get hurt, however, may I suggest that you talk to the person about it? They don't have the right to talk about you that way because you've basically done nothing but turn a deaf ear at them. If you don't laugh at your friends' jokes, then maybe your sense of humor isn't quite the same as theirs. It's nothing to be overly worried about, I'm pretty sure!
It's okay. It's for this purpose. Take care, you! :)