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seynee ([personal profile] seynee) wrote2010-07-08 11:03 am

spill your heart out.

INBOX.


Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything you like.

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(Anonymous) 2011-05-23 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I got used to it.

Yes, he does. I think my mom's still affected by the rape, she can't even look at me sometimes. At least they don't just leave me in the house. He paid for my schooling until high school, now I'm a junior on a scholarship and I'm working three jobs to pay for my tuition.

Probably. The second I started handling myself, they stopped nurturing me.

You mean like a DNA test? My parents considered that as a waste of money.

Everytime I talk to them, they just ignore me. I never had the guts to get help. I have trust issues.

Thanks! My friends are really nice and on more than one occasion, they wanted to help but I told them not to for a while.

[identity profile] seynee.livejournal.com 2011-05-25 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I mean like a DNA test, just to settle things, for once and for all. If that's the case, I guess it can't be done... :/

I don't know. I don't know enough about you or the situation to really make a full assessment, but I'm afraid that the only way I see is to really, really talk to someone outside the family who can provide (professional) help. I understand that it's going to be mighty hard, even almost impossible, but it may just be worth it. What about your friends? If you don't want to talk to someone alone, have one or two of your closest friends accompany you. It's normal to need support, encouragement. You don't have to do it alone.

Why did you tell them not to?